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Sleep Better Push Death

by MARLBORO

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1.
when I drive I feel fine the sun shines I cruise by holding the wheel I can finally feel and kinda deal with all of the real there’s so many people that I’ll never meet they’re driving their cars they’re walking the street living their lives inside of their mind I’m hoping theirs is better than mine shades on my face man I’m keeping it cool on the rollercoaster or out at the pool it’s all a routine I’ve been trying to keep to keep myself buckled safe in my seat but I look at my hands I forget who I am I look at my hands I forget who I am I look at my hands I forget who I am I look at my hands I forget who I am the silver screen behind my eyes cuts to black the videotape it snapped cinematic living ain’t living it’s some kind of method acting call me Jackie Jackie Nicholson some people say life is lottery I like to think it’s a vending machine depends what you press and how much you pay to get what you want to get through the day well blow my mind it’s my last drive with all of my friends being all that I am I’m just trying to be a human being relax in the seat but I’m frequently freaked I look at my hands I forget who I am I look at my hands I forget who I am I look at my hands I forget who I am I look at my hands I forget who I am the silver screen behind my eyes cuts to black the videotape it snapped cinematic living ain’t living it’s some kind of method acting call me Jackie Nicholson cinematic living cinematic living cinematic living cinematic living cinematic living cinematic living cinematic living cinematic living
2.
Ribsy 04:54
today my dog he ran away and I don’t know if it’s anything I done but I’ll just let him be maybe he got sick of me I too could use space from human beings so this depressive state I wait for it to wane but it seems to be waxing all the time the sky is green and the grass is blue something seems mighty backward with me these days I hear bad news rattle all the time in the shallows of my mind I’m in a car with Kurt Cobain and Conor Oberst oh my stars look how far I’ve come well life’s a bitch life’s beach life’s a dandy day when you’re sitting in umbrella shade sipping on some lemonade 1966 sparkle four piece drum kit cost me more than my four door car I’m mister money bags hear my my muffler moan pissing motor oil everywhere I go say hey hey Beverly have you seen ribsy I think it’s true he clearly ran from me the sky is green and the grass is blue something seems mighty backward with me these days I hear bad news rattle all the time in the shallows of my mind I’m in a car with Kurt Cobain and Conor Oberst oh my stars look how far I’ve come well life’s a bitch life’s beach life’s a dandy day when you’re sitting in umbrella shade sipping on some lemonade
3.
should’ve known you were poison wearing bracelets of ivy how could I be so distorted should have seen this one coming roll me out like your favorite rug walk on me with all of your love rip the heart off both of my sleeves do it so I can’t see you want the smallest man to keep in the palm of your hand I’ll be microscopic man try to see me if you can sitting at a barbeque just me just you sticking both our thumbs in the air smiling from ear to ear didn’t know if I should hold your hand didn’t know if I could be your man I’m gunna need an ocean of calamine lotion you want the smallest man to keep in the palm of your hand I’ll be microscopic man try to see me if you can
4.
cheer up charlie I heard the news I know there’s nothing I can really do to cure the blue but I can sing to you cheer up charlie I love you you’ve been a sister to me since 1993 and I know your heart there are no look-a-likes pull the rug from underneath it’s not what you want but what you need to fall and stand so you can walk again cheer up charlie the sun will shine someday it’s up to you to make the rain rain go away and find the brighter side of your bed to rise cheer up charlie don’t let this bury you you’re not the first or last this has happened to go and dress your wound and become anew pull the rug from underneath it’s not what you want but what you need to fall and stand so you can walk again
5.
help me get my life back everyday can’t be a party on a saturday what’s the fun in having christmas everyday all strung out on your girlfriend’s bathroom floor good morning tile think I’ve seen your pattern before bricks in your brain you climb the mountain to the sink if the water runs clear no more beer dear God and the Devil you believe them equal you can’t have good without the bad so goodbye Jesus goodbye christmas Satan go swallow a tack and help me get my life back everyday can’t be a party on a saturday what’s the fun in having christmas everyday all strung up like some artificial tree lock me in the basement love me when you want me to be center stage the frontman of the band I’m the puppet on your hand I’m your one nightstand God and the Devil you believe them equal you can’t have good without the bad so goodbye Jesus goodbye christmas Satan go swallow a tack and help me get my life back
6.
Dear Marsha 05:51
dear marsha dear marsha dear marsha do you remember me and you went through the drive-thru and ate our fast-food in in St. Mary’s cemetery the friday mind-cure where we keep drinking all through the weekend with all our best friends hey do you like me or are we just friends dear marsha dear marsha dear marsha would you marry me in the morning if I gave ring on your flip-phone I’m talking holy matrimony the friday mind cure where we keep drinking all through the weekend with all our best friends hey do you like me or are we just friends dear marsha I’m all washed up on the seashore come save me I’m all strung out on your doorstep come greet me I’m all washed up on the seashore come save me I’m all strung out on your doorstep come greet me It’s not the ending I’m all washed up on the seashore come save me I’m all strung out on your doorstep come greet me it’s not the ending it is only intermission It’s not the ending it is only intermission It’s not the ending it is only intermission It’s not the ending it is only it is only intermission
7.
I’ve been bathing in fluorescent light for half my life writing shallow songs about you in your highheeled shoes could’ve sworn your skin would’ve smelled of burning rubber if I held the flame to the flesh plastic plastic trash on the gym floor monologue of emotion flipping through my college ruled loose leaf blues I think of you the end of june the smell of chlorine and fire I can still see you shaking breaking my heart in the hall before 8th period study hall tell me if you ever cared at all rubbing alcohol in the wound drinking alcohol in my room the drunk part of my mind wants you in my life love and hate feels the same made them up in your brain as the grass grew from my eyes heard you singing goodbye forever forever and always if one day you get cleaner you know I’d love to see ya so call my ex-girlfriend and tell her I’m sober but I’ll never be sorry there’s wisdom in failure it’s easy death living I’m happy just breathing with sitcom laughing roaring behind me said oh nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine hours are boiling and I just want to make you cry after you died I tore out what you wrote as your senior quote it’s been in my wallet ever since my heart broke
8.
nothing turns out gold nothing seems the way it should nothing knocks me off my feet nothing makes me want to speak I had a dream I slept all day and when I woke I slept some more and then I woke up inside my dream and couldn’t fall back asleep nothing turns out gold nothing seems the way it should nothing knocks me off my feet nothing makes me want to speak I met a girl with a great name at the party down the street I couldn’t make out what she had to say so I invited her to my place we talked all night and then some more and woke up the next day on the floor I made her some coffee and she told me not to be so negative some things turn out gold some things seem the way they should some things knock you off your feet some things make you want to speak nothing turns out gold nothing seems the way it should nothing knocks me off my feet nothing makes me want to speak
9.
you died a long time you died a long time you died a long time you died a long time ago in my mind now you’re killing me watching them box your body you’re my broken front tooth and sour lemonade you’re the pollen in the air on the hottest summer’s day you’re the meeting I can’t make the cocktail I can’t shake the circus and parade on the rainiest of day you died a long time you died a long time long time now you’re killing me you died a long time ago in my mind now you’re killing me you are the cigarette I smoke on my break at the grocery store I smoke you to forget you I flick you I let you go I see your car come cruising and your tires run over me It’s my filter body that become one with asphalt you’re my broken front tooth and sour lemonade you’re the pollen in the air on the hottest summer’s day you’re the meeting I can’t make the cocktail I can’t shake the circus and parade on the rainiest of day
10.
all the kids in my my neighborhood think they’re all some kinda god damn Mickey Mantle hanging shot gun with their their louie sluggers here comes the pitch oh my god oh my god my mailbox is a ball All the kids in my my neighborhood think they’re all some kinda god damn Mickey Mantle hanging shotgun with their louie sluggers here comes the pitch oh my god my mailbox is a ball some people’s kids are better than this but not in this town they’re mowing us down shame they can’t see what we used to be but we’re all to blame we raised them this way all the kids in my my neighborhood think they’re all some kinda god damn Mickey Mantle hanging shot gun with their their louie sluggers here comes the pitch oh my god my mailbox is a ball all the kids in my my neighborhood think they’re all some kinda god damn Mickey Mantle hanging shot gun with their their louisville sluggers here comes the pitch oh my god my mailbox is a ball some people’s kids are better than this but not in this town they’re mowing us down shame they can’t see what we used to be but we’re all to blame we raised them this way
11.
The Boss 03:56
there’s a band in the hudson valley that no one knows you never thought you’d hear them on the radio you saw them play a basement in college you never really thought much more of it but you’re older now and your skin falls from the bone what a shame how you lost all faith in rock n’ roll so break my heart for me smash to smithereen it’s the final puzzle piece you keep pile in the champagne van after the show twenty bucks a band that’s how it goes we’re driving through the modern McDonald’s with all the windows down and the boss playing loud but you’re older now and your skin falls from the bone what a shame how you lost all faith in rock n’ roll so break my heart for me smash to smithereen it’s the final puzzle piece you keep I won’t let you complete me cause your love ain’t the real thing I’m gunna miss you on monday beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet beneath my music feet
12.
everything is gone drywall and hardwood floor a house I used to know the backyard I used to mow so bronze my memory so I can always see man I was the shit when I lived my life in sin the cars in my garage left no room for God the gold around my neck the Devil on my breath so bronze my memory knock down the barn set fire to the farm it’s all gunna burn when they put you in the earth but if I close my eyes I can see you in my mind yeah if I close my eyes I can keep you alive bronze my memory bronze my memory cast me a role in the play where you kiss me when I save the day there will be silence for a split second you can almost hear the mental click from the audience right before the the curtains cue to close well they all explode they all explode when it’s all over I’m at the diner I can barely remember what it was I ordered let alone the occasion why we’re celebrating both my legs are broken and my head is swollen I see the pearl gate open but I can’t walk in

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Sleep Better Push Death is the sophomore release by Hudson Valley band MARLBORO.

Sleep Better Push Death is a convoluted story about the unprocessed loss of an old love and the internal struggle with the heartbroken emotional self. This overarching concept is a work of fiction, but an overwhelming amount of truth lives within each song.

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released June 30, 2023

Dante DeFelice - Voice, Acoustic & Electric Guitar
Duncan Clark - Bass & Harmonies
Matt Bliss - Drum Kit, Congas, Tambourine & Shaker
Joseph Wright - Electric Guitar & Noise
Jesse Barki - Synth & Organ 

Recorded at the home of Dante and Alyssa DeFelice between February 2020 and March 2022 in New York’s Hudson Valley.

Engineered and Mixed by Jesse Barki and Dante DeFelice in the home.

Mastered by Jesse Barki in Lancaster and Philadelphia, PA.

All songs written by Dante DeFelice.
All sounds written by MARLBORO
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A variety of talking and soundscape audio acquired through the U.S. Library of Congress 
(Citizen DJ Project) (The Tony Schwartz Collection)

“Sleep Better Push Death” was discovered on the side of Dante’s refrigerator in a sea of random poetry magnets. No one truly remembers who put the words together, it was as if it had just appeared one morning. The title serves as a reminder, a positive mantra and a simple to do list. 

Dedicated to Sean Merryman and Elliot Cash who helped breathe life into these songs during their infancy. Though they are not heard playing on these recordings, their creative contribution is undeniable and will always exist within the fabric of the band. 

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MARLBORO Marlboro, New York

MARLBORO is an indie rock band from New York’s Hudson Valley formed by singer/songwriter Dante DeFelice and longtime friends Duncan Clark (bass) Matt Bliss (drums) and Joseph Wright (guitar).

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